FW: reality sucks

MPasquale (MPasquale@pec.com)
Fri, 27 Mar 1998 11:50:29 -0500


> -----Original Message-----
> From: MPasquale
> Sent: Friday, March 27, 1998 11:35 AM
> To: 'Jason Mayfield'
> Subject: RE: reality sucks
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> The circle is complete. I was thinking about it this morning, and
> today
> has been the first day I've been ready to move on.
>
> I don't think I'll ever "move on." Moving on is something I associate
> with an ending, like a relationship, something that you put out of
> your mind and don't dwell on. I am going to do my best to keep this
> trip alive in my memory and be constantly looking forward to the time
> when we can all meet and do it again. That is what will keep me
> going. In the meantime I am ready for all the new experiences life
> has to offer me. (and the ones that are always there like work --
> arghh!!)
>
>
> What I do *NOW* is totally in my control though. Until my next
> adventure
> (which I hope includes you guys!) I intend to use the time to its
> fullest.
> I've got some things I really want to do, and now I'm exicted to do
> them!
>
> Totally. My list of stuff gets longer everyday.
>
>
> I brought my pictures into work today, and I think I saw it in a few
> peoples' eyes. The understanding of how exotic and exciting what we
> did
> was. A twinge of jealousy, the wish they'd done the same thing.
> Yeah, we
> did it. :)
>
> For me, it seems like the more you open up to a person who you know,
> the more they appreciate what a trip like this means. Of course they
> will not understand why it is important to you (and I don't expect or
> even want them to), but they can still see it in your eyes that you
> are forever changed and that you experienced something really special.
> That feeling goes a long way...
>
>
>
> Well, I don't know about you guys, but I am VERY jealous of Patrick
> right now. What I wouldn't give to get out of my office to be in
> Ireland : ) Mark it down on the list J...
>
>
> Have a good weekend everybody,
>
> mat
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